Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Not really sure what to title this post...

Hey everyone,
Lots of things have been happening for me over these past few weeks. Some things are good and others are not so great, but then that's life right? Well then I got thinking about all my friends who I love very much. I want them to know they can call me, or get a hold of me for what ever reason no matter what! I also want them to know I love all of then very much, you guys mean the world to me! If you ever have to vent or have a problem let me help!! I want to help and I want to be there for you! Anyway, I wrote this poem for all my friends. I hope you enjoy it!
~Sandy

Friends
By Sandy Cash

I have a huge family!
No I do not mean actually related to.
What I mean is my friends!
I love them all like family.
In fact they are my family.
God gave me a wonderful family,
but he also gave me wonderful friends that are like family!

Just like a family, we are all close in some way.
We share our problems and help each other.
Sure at times we fight...just like a real family does.
After the fight we hug and say we're sorry.
We learn from our fights.
When you hurt I hurt and want to make everything feel better.
I love you, and I will always be there for you!
You mean the world to me!!
I want you to come to me with your problems!
Really I want you to, that way you are not dealing with them all by yourself...
If we deal with the problems together they are much easier.

I know I might not say it enough, but I love you!!
You mean the world to me!!
I will always be here for you!!!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Please!!

Please!! Don't lose your dreams!!
Don't believe those lies that you are worthless, you are nothing etc...!!
Keep those dreams!!
I know life seems so hard and that those dreams will never come true.
But don't you see?
That's what they want you to see!!
You have to keep fighting!!
Just because they have pushed you down,
does not mean they win.
The only time they win is when you let them!
Get back up!
They want you to stay down.
You are wonderful!!
God made you!!
Nothing he makes is ugly, stupid, trash, or an idiot etc...
He loves you!! He sent is only son to die just for YOU!!
Now that is love!!
I know life keeps pushing you down and hurting you,
but with God all things are possible!!
He has a wonderful future all planned out for you!!
Don't give up hope!! He loves you even when you don't feel like anyone loves you!!
Darling don't give up!
Even when the world seems to turn it's back on you,
remember God and I are here for you!!
God can do anything!! He is all powerful!!
I am only here for you so you can cry on my shoulder,
talk to me when you need to vent,
give you a hug when you need a good hug.
I love you and it hurts me when I see you there hurting...
It hurts me when you slowly lose hope,
please try to keep up the hope!
I know it is hard, believe me everyone has their hard times...
But you must keep up your hope!
Never lose hope otherwise you have lost everything.
Remember God is in control no matter what so never lose your hope!!
I love you, and I hope you don't give up.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Silly Poem by me at midnight...

Hey Y'all
So last night I stayed up really LATE last night (yes past midnight and yes I did wake up early today) for good ol' homework...My favorite thing to do. Anywho I was working on Marine Science (one of my favorite classes!!) and for an assignment I had to write a poem and well this is what I came up with!

Down in Jamaica man
There are a lot of fish.
Some of them herbivores.
Some of them omnivores.
And some even piscivores.
Plenty of color man
down under there.
It's like a little city man
down under there.
If you ever get a chance man,
go snorkeling down in Jamaica man!

So when I was beginning to write this I was thinking of an fish or some marine animal talking in a Jamaican accent and wearing one of those hats with the dreadlocks on it. Why you may ask, I really don't know just that's what I pictured and that's how I wrote it. Anywho since I thought it would be cool to like try to get a fish say it in a Jamaican accent, I looked online to see if I could do it. Well I didn't quite get what I wanted but here's what I used. =) Hope you enjoy it!
~Sandy


Saturday, April 16, 2011

Why must we grow up so fast?

Why must we grow up so fast?
Why it seems just yesterday I was a care free little child.
Just playing with my friends, not having a worry.
Not really even know what it is to worry.
Only thing that really kept me from being happy was being afraid.
I dreamed that when I grew up, I'd be with all my besties.
We'd all go to the same high school and would all meet our "prince charming."
We'd go to colleges close by so we could keep up with each other.
Then we'd all get married to our prince charming and we'd be in each others' weddings.
We'd have families and our kids would become besties and it would start all over again.

Now I am older, and I wish for those days again.
To be so carefree would be wonderful right now.
Not having to worry about this and that.
Not having to try to figure out what you are doing for the rest of your life.
Wishing that it was easy to meet your "prince charming."

Though now I watch as my sister and younger friends just want to grow up because they think being old is so cool and you can do so much more.
They are right in you can do so much more, but with that comes a lot of responsibility.
You have to make so many hard decisions, that make you wonder did I pick the right one?
You watch your friends try to find their prince charming and watch them get hurt.
Then you also find that one, but at times it seems like it's never going to happen while you watch your friends with their boyfriends and girlfriends.

Then the next thing you know you only have one year left of high school.
You are thinking of moving out of the house.
Going to college and picking a major to go for.
After all this will be our job once you get out of college.
And you wonder where as the time gone?
Why must we all grow up so fast??
You ponder the question and then start to see how naive you were.
You are happy for those days but you are also looking forward to your future.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Invisible

Invisible, why am I so invisible?
I am a person too and yet I walk alone,
No one sees me.
No one sees my pain.
I can cry, but no one sees me crying.
Because they don't see me,
they don't come to comfort me.
I might get a "Hi" from people,
but no one tries to really get to know me.
Does my scares have to be bigger for people to see them?
How I hurt and want someone to help me!!
But yet no one even dares to talk to me to get to know me.
I want someone who can tell right away if I really mean "I'm okay."
I want someone who will actually care and help me through all the pain.
Where are you?! Or are you even there?! Is there no one to help?!
And yet here I stay crying, but no one notices until it is too late.